I wonder...

I wonder...

When you get stuck at a locked door

Looking everywhere, trying to find a key under the mat on the floor

And your mood swings... while wondering about this.

I wonder...

Why we want something so 'badly', if it makes us feel 'good'

Is it so worthy to change our mood?

And suddenly you feel aware... while wondering about this.

I wonder...

Why we long for something, when we have all we need

Unaware of consequences, without thinking of our deed

And thoughts flood your mind... while wondering about this.

I wonder...

About heaviness of nights and dizziness of days

Thoughts playing with our feelings in mysterious ways

And you surrender yourself... while wondering about this

I wonder...

How it feels right, when you know it is wrong

You are at peace, when you just play along

And you know it’s easy to feel good... while wondering about this

I wonder...

Why it should be so difficult, bad and struggling (a struggle)

When it can be so easy and too good to be true without any juggling (juggle)

And everything becomes clear... while wondering about this.

I wonder...

What is the purpose, the reason and the ultimate plan of nature?

Our mind, body and soul dying to see the big picture

And you do what needs to be done...while wondering about this.

I wonder...

Why do you do what you do?

Whether you do what you do because you want to...

Or you just did it because you had to...

And a key falls from your bag... while wondering about this.

(And I still wonder…)

-VJ

Image Courtesy: Ammar Chaudhary

Special Thanks: Miss Smiley